Tuesday, October 12, 2010

31 Weeks

Posted by Amy Schwarz at 7:11 AM 0 comments
Okay a little late but better than never right!?  I am now 31 (and 1/2) weeks pregnant.  8 1/2 weeks to go!  Baby is still the "size of a squash" this week.  What to expect has this to say:

What's up with your baby? He's starting to get ready for his big debut, tipping the scales at almost four pounds and topping out at just about 19 inches. In these past few weeks, it's all about practice, practice, practice as he hones the skills he'll need to thrive outside the womb — from swallowing and breathing to kicking and sucking. And speaking of sucking, your little one has been able to suck his thumb for a while now. Something else to note: As more and more fat accumulates under your baby's skin, he's becoming less transparent and more opaque.

Lucas is still having a cycle of having a VERY active day followed by one with hardly any movement, which never fails to make his mommy a little nervous!  Yesterday he was moving around so much the doctor couldn't even get him to sit still long enough to get a good HB reading.  Today, just a couple little nudges here and there, little booger.  Blood pressure is hanging stable, which is a very good thing.  No protein, so even better.  BUT my blood sugar numbers are inching up.  Depending what I eat I am not always under the limits they have given me.  So now I have to check my blood sugar after every meal and start restricting my carbs/sugar.  What a bummer. :(  If they keep going up, then I will get diagnosed with Gestational Diabetes which means meds and they will want to induce me early which I am very UNthrilled with.  But we shall see.  Bread and taters are huge triggers for me so I will cut way back on both and see how that goes. :)

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Random Thoughts...

Posted by Amy Schwarz at 11:38 AM 1 comments
I have realized this week that even though since I am pregnant I am not "technically" infertile anymore, I still think like I am.  After trying for so long and then going through two miscarriages I went into this pregnancy not really believing I would actually end up with a baby at the end. I didn't buy one pregnancy book.  I didn't buy one item for Lucas until at least 22 weeks.  And even after that I have bought very little in total.  I have spent most of this pregnancy "waiting for the other shoe to drop" and really, that just sucks.  It makes me sad that I don't think I have fully "enjoyed" being pregnant because I was afraid to.  I am 31 weeks pregnant and just this week it has hit me that the chances of bringing home Lucas are much higher at this point than not.  And now I am freaking out.  I am not ready, not emotionally or in terms of having anything.  I want to breastfeed and have no idea how. I don't even know the right way to hold a baby, I haven't held one in well, geez, I think it was Ricki's youngest, so what, 7 years now?  Changing diapers, dressing, bathing, nothing.  I know nothing.  I ran out yesterday and bought What to Expect the First Year.  I was completely over-whelmed after the first two chapters.  I have 9 weeks or less to get myself "ready" and I am just not sure how to do it.. Sigh.
 

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