38 Weeks Appt

Sigh..  My appt did NOT go the way I wanted. :(  They did another U/S.  Lucas gained almost a POUND in a week and went from 7lbs 4oz to 8lbs 2 oz!  My fluid level also went up from 21 cm, which was borderline normal/high to 25 which is the very TOP uppermost level of normal (normal is 5-25).  I worried sick to death about it, it shouldn't be going UP at this point, it should be going DOWN. :(  The doctor gave me an NST in the office to check Lucas and his hb and stuff was fine.  I had 4 mild contractions in that 20 minutes so stuff is happening, but not enough!  My stupid BP, which is average 135/88 at home and work was 120/80 at the doctor. ARGH..  So I am still pregnant and will be until a LEAST Monday for my next appt unless Lucas decides otherwise.  I intend to beg AGAIN on Monday to be induced.  I am so miserable, I feel like an overfilled water balloon. :(